That half smile

Its 1.47am now . Listening to my playlist
and hearing the breathing of someone .
It'll be a cold night tonight . Singing softly
and am afraid to wake you up . Recalling
everything about what you've said . Its
kinda sweet . If there's one word left for
me , i'll use Eternity as my word . And ,
maybe , ______ .

Ps: Fated i guess .

Feel the pain

Leaving that price to pay .
If you're hanging by the thread ,
what will be your last words ?
Is there any way to shield it all
away ? Life is too short , so take
the time to appreaciate . Show
your love today . It might get
rough in life . Keep the faith
going .

Ps: I didn't mean to break anything .

New year affair

Ps : pes' ni tero .

Holes

I'll never fail to forget my blogger's
login ID . HAHAHA . WTF . And it
took me 10 mins to think =.=

Went clubbing with my friends just now
and i didn't get myself drunk ! LOL .
Its kinda hard to describe but yea .
Awkward situations . I did fulfill the
promises . Its not hard actually . I
should say , its something inside me .

Freaking hell ! Its hella a experience .

Being Irwin isn't easy .
Its just a shell inside out .
Its better not to talk .
Its that only thing that matters .
I think , i'll solve it alone .
I don't really understand .


Ps: Nothing left .

Portrait

Mosquito bites everywhere . WTF . Damn
itchy . Humps everywhere . I'll kill that
freaking mosquito for sure !!!
HA , You'll never know . Its true .
If you cant deal with me , just walk away .
I'll understand .

A failure ? Explain .

Are you interested ?
Just reply with a yes or no .
Straight to the point yea ?

When age catches up , you'll think differently .
The things that you pursure and the things
that you want will be different .

OK . Its damn damn confusing ! I really
dont know who to choose . Pardon me ,
ain't being arrogant or whatsoever .
Just , OMG . Any better ideas or something ?
I dont wanna make a wrong choice anymore .
Just the right one . Its too big for a mistake
and i cant afford it . Freaking hell . Well ,
they told me that i look better in person .
I cant say any-shit also . Stop wasting my
time and make it a click away !!!

It seems so close but you'll never know the
distance . And its always that answer away .
Am i making the right choice or i'm well
too fussy ? Who understand-s ? I really
dont know what to reply .

I wanted to ask it long ago .

And that right one will do .
FOREVER ! YEAH !!

Well , I just wanna settle down .
Too hard to achieve .

Ps : Speechless .

DDamn

I've helped 3 person to apply their
IBanking . LOL .

I dont have any shit to say . Just ,
Happy Chinese New YEAR !!!!! .

Ps : Unbearable .

Silk

Stomach ache !! OMG !
Damn peanuts !


A wasted trip indeed ! The Gucci
salesperson said that it is freaking
out of stock ! =.=

Ah , at least i got myself a formal
shirt for new year . It cost me 89
bucks . And i'm done with shopping
for now :D

Its not easy for a guy to shop for
clothes in singapore . You can hardly
find suitable items .


Ps: Eh , yeah .

Thoughts

I dont know .
Sophisticated Music that makes me go on .

Here's my favourite playlist .

- 走火入魔
- 说好的幸福呢
- 花海
- 最长的电影
- 蒲公英的约定
- 别说我的眼泪你无所谓
- 永保安康
- Yong bao
- Ru guo ni ye ting wo shou

Well , there's more .



La~La~La~
Lazy for more . Yeah .
TATA .

Dooms day

Living life the way it supposed to
be . The world is gonna end at
year 2012 . Do you believe it ?
Search youtube and you'll get
some informations about that .
If it is , I'll do whatever it takes
to have you by my side . I admit ,
i'm selfish .

I've been thinking and thinking
non-stop . When will that day
come ?


Well , it takes two to clap .
Its nothing more than a mistake .



Ps: I still , miss you .

Clue

窗台发呆
情歌被打败 .
愛以不存在 .

I understand what they're facing .
But , who understand what i'm facing ?
I dont want words of console or things
like that . They just don't really
understand . A Billionaire i wished !
You really think that you understand
me ? You're damn wrong . Nobody really
understand .


It can make me stare blankly for hours .

Sometimes , it takes forever to fulfil all
those wishes . How i wish , its a click away .


What i want now is , Driving license ,
Mitsubishi EX , Money , Diploma ,
GF and Family .



Its different now . It wont be the same
anymore . Don't assume . You're just making
a ass out of you and me .

Ps: I'm not the heart breaker .

Re

That smile .

Mild

The more i learn , the more i
lost . The more my heart cant
get enough . Drenched in the
rain . No matter what .
I will get this weird feeling
very often . Too much to say
but i dont really know where's
the starting point . You're
prefixed to my life long ago .

Its kinda a feeling .
When I'm thinking of you , you're
thinking of me too . And when you're
thinking of me , i am too .
Maybe , you know .


Just , ______ .
Missed .


Its like a standstill or a
stoppage . That gunshot made
a band of scars . Leaving
people whining and whining .

I had my brain excessively
preoccupied by this particular
song . " 走火入魔 " Its somehow
stuck right up in my brain .


Module Two of driving is coming
to an end and TP is drawing near .
And i'm gonna pay extra 10+ bucks
for the same instructor . Its
worth it though . After getting my
license , my parents will probably
get me a new but " not my kinda ride "
car. Just freaking get the car that i
always wanted for me ! You'll just
have to pay a few more hundreds and
that WONT KILL !


I'm gonna start doing my
assignments later after my
dinner . Its gonna be a long ride .


I'll appear offline when i'm online .
So , get that clear . Nuts .



Ps: Are you thinking of me right now ?
I am , thinking of you .

甜蜜的心痛

Its something from time to time .
對不起 剛才我 是不是聽錯
還是我 想太多 想到了昏頭

進一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 在原地 永遠作朋友

走火入魔


Ps: That .

Saint

Luckily , people know when to
stop . Maybe, its just for today .
Its my fault . Somehow , i'm being
sinful and am inconsiderate .
Fucked up . life's unpredictable .

Auto lesson was great today .
Booked my TP also . Its on 17
April . I would just change to
auto if i can . HAHAHA .

Serviced my air-con today and the
leaking stopped .



Make my life shine .
If only you would understand .


Ps: I really miss you .

Darn

It'll turn our different now .




Walking pavements of regret .
I shouldn't have done that or even
think of that . Fuck . Ain't no idea
now . I've been somehow thinking all
day . It just took over my brain from
time to time . To be or not to be ?
Its too hard to explain . Well , I don't
know .


Hopefully , I'll pass my tp in a go .
My lesson's at 8.30 tomorrow . Shit hell .
I'm gonna book my tp tomorrow after my
lesson :D


Went for a haircut today and am ready
new year . More red packets please !



The pictures of what i've bought .













Went Arab st just now and i got
myself 1 T-shirt . The clothes
there is freaking expensive .
And i dont think those shirt comes
from a designer brand .
While walking , we came pass some arab
restaurant so we decided to grab some munch .
Got myself a half-roasted chicken and some
wedges . The food's great . Or maybe , i'm
well too hungry . Had my first shisha also .
Some arabic cigarettes i think . We had
strawberry watermelon flavour on our menu .
LOL . It taste like strawberry watermelon
and i dont really feel any " kick "
from there . Well , great fun :D







Ps : Some good miracle .

Remorse

OK , I admit . I'm am so so sinful .
OMG, i dont really know what to say .
But , its not true in me .
I've been deceiving myself and doing
such shit to the people around me and
myself . I feel damn sorry and i dont
think i got the right to talk . I'm
really a shit head . Damn . Pathetic .
I dont really know what to do either .
Its all my fault . Sinful .





Vivian , i miss you :D
Stop deciding and come back ! HAHAHAHA.


Ps: Spare me all the sins .

Wish granted

I'll just ______ .
Its a sin that i've committed .

To be or not to be ?
Wish granted but _______ .
I dont really know what to say or do .
Well, put the blame on me .
You'll never know what i'm thinking .
And i really do mean it .

Ps: Its just a nutshell to crack .

Lighter flunk

My room's in a mess !
And thanks for all the compliment ! :D


Irwin's stupid .
It better left untold .

Direct

Its 3.32am and its kinda similar .
To be honest , the word alone is
just not the word for me . It makes
my imagination run wild . I will just
gaze at my lava lamp and let it run wild
, playing games and not concentrating ,
listening to my favourite music and
staring at my screen , drinking
vigorously and more ! How much more
different can it turn out to be ?


Went dinner just now and it was
utterly awkward . I will just land
myself into such situations for like
again and again . I dont really know
the appropriate word to describe the
food . I should say , the food's nearly
inedible and the bill is freaking
expensive .


Well , My air-con's leaking again . Fuck!
No matter how fragile and careful i treated
it , that fucking air-con never fails to leak .
Never buy houses that comes with air-con . =.=
Why edelweiss management signed contract with
the brand McQuay ! Such lousy air-con's shouldn't
be in my room .



Its a complaining day and here's something to
make you laugh ! Chill and click the words
below . Youtube's happening .

5 seconds to trigger laughter



Ps: Its hard to be .

Leak

Fuck everything .
Ain't no stars .
Its better left to be untold .

Flattish

After being bombarded by 3 person ,
i'm finally down with virus . Flu , cough
and a slight fever now . Vulnerable to all
kinds of things now . Fuck . Swollen eyes
and a burning temperature . And the worse
thing is , i cant freaking swallow a tablet .
Cutting it gives me a hard time !
I ___ a __ __ __ ____ ____ __ __ .
The intense heat is unbearable for my body .
Oh well , i wished i was wax - coated to save
me from all these .


I nearly ______ after i see this !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ephcZPyFKJc&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZixUD6dsi4

永保安康



I'm not that talktive today .
So , yeah .

Ps: Love .

Thorns

Each tells a story .
Could i just change the story ?
A guide book to life .
Spelling it all out and waiting to be
discovered . Loads of chapters . Loads
of details . Loads of vivid flash back .
You wont find it wonderful until you've
got your desire on that right spot .



Driving today was great .
The instructor said that i'm a talented
driver . So how's that dude ? :D
Booked another 2 lessons on the 12th .
Rounding as fun as it is . Everything's
easy . Although the agony is still there ,
what more can i expect , What more
can i do ? Nothing's left and its a one - man
show . Laugh as you wish . I believed that
one day , it'll turn out different . And i dont
really know how long it's lifespend is .
Anyone , please enlighten me towards
the answer and stop all these . Its kinda
unbearable . No peeps understand . Smiling
retribution in a haste and it never slows down .
Its an old saying , " You reap what you sow " .

The door's close .
Something's wrong .
DEKCUF PU !
Smart enough to guess ?


Beautiful Love , Without me .


Sufferings .

Ps : I want everything .

命

School's great .
Old assignments handled up .
New assignments on the line .
Lecturer waiting for my draft .
Driving lessons tml .
Booking more lessons tml .
Credit card's on the way
Gucci's lanyard on the way
Stoning now .
Making a great effort to do things , things
that i dont even know .






A endless pursue until the day . Lingering
around time and anticipate for it to appear
right at your door step .

I don't really have a clue to it .
Guessing games are too hectic and i've grown
tired of it . Every single word tells a story . Every
full-stops make you think . They don't understand it
well . Overwhelming pride seems to take over every
inch of it . Beating around the bushes is that right
phrase .


May you ____ .
Its just as hurtful .
I'm whining like a baby every now and then .


My life's not shining anymore .
I don't feel any contentment again .
The pursue of happiness takes forever and never .


Ps: The blues , Interested

Voultri

It's really good to hear your voice saying
my name . It sounds so sweet .


Chinese new year falls on Jan 26,27 .
Big FAT red packets !

Just completed my assignments and i'm
all blank now. Somehow, i'm relieve and
happy to know that i've completed my
assignments. I dont know what to think
and i dont know what to do.

_____ deep down .
Wait and see the upcoming events.
Maybe , maybe not .
Blank as fuck .

I'm glad that you're back safe . And things
for me stayed the same . Nothing changed .

I'm curious about everything but i don't want
a better idea of everything .
A step each seems too slow for a move and a
fast forward doesn't seem to come .
Its on and on and on . revolving again and again
and again .

Life's a struggle , i should say .

Ps : Stop .

Drugs

I'm just being nosy :D

SINGAPORE, Jan 3, 2009 , A 20 year old
Ghanaian has been sentenced to death in
Singapore for trafficking 2.6 kilograms of
cannabis, the papers reported Saturday.
The High Court convicted and sentenced
Chijioke Stephen Obioha on Tuesday after
a 21 day trial held last year, it said. Under
Singapore's tough anti-drug laws, the death
penalty is mandatory for anyone caught
trafficking more than 15 grams of heroin,
30 grams of cocaine or 500 grams of cannabis.
The death penalty is carried out by hanging.
Narcotics officers arrested Obioha in April
2007 following a surveillance operation .
He had come to Singapore in 2005 to try
out for a football club, the report said.
Human rights groups have strongly urged
Singapore to abolish the death penalty, but
the government maintains that it plays a key
role in keeping crime down and is a strong
deterrent to organised crime gangs.

He's sure a poor and stupid guy .









" The RUINS "
Watch it !







And again , it will be left beautiful .
Save me from the agony .

Ps : _____

Mystery

144 days to go . Are you bright enough ?
You'll be the one if you're right about it :D


I'll experience it now and then .
I dont find any motivations in me anymore .
I cant think of anything to describe .
The assumptions cant be made right .
Its always different and its always so hard .
I dont have that strength to cling on anymore .
There's many things to be slove in life .
An ounce of something from time to time .
Its blissful to get that ___ ___ .
Nobody will get a slightest clue .
Complex mindset i have .
Its crashing all down .




Friendly ? Unfriendly ?
Fuck-tards ?
I'm friendly :)



Ps : Silence and that remedy .

Nosy

Eh , like WTF ? LOL ? Well , you'll

never know when your turn is up .

Its coming late now .

Whining and whining it is :D

Money makes the world go round .

You'll see me in the years to come .

And , you'll regret .

Mark my words !

Blank

Happy new year peeps ! HAHA .
And it's a new start for everything .
Everything's gonna be different now !
So , buckle up and strive for everything
you've ever wanted .

Some resolutions that i have are
1 . Complete my assignments
2 . Save more money
3 . Enjoy the fun with friends
4 . Shopping
5 . ETC


Apparently , 08 wasn't a good year and
am positive that 09 will be hell different ! :)
I'm gonna do something constructive and sure
rather than being skeptical ! Thats my next level
to life and i'm gonna hit that " 2 " next year . Well ,
i dont wanna grow anymore ! 19 will be suitable
for me .

HAHAHAHAHAHA , I'm feeling old so , mambo
number 5 ! LOL . And i did some changes to my hit
list ! I'm a cheater ! LOL :D


After so damn long , i'm finally at the part which
she've turned undead ! Blame it on my laziness
for not reading it until now . The book's getting
my curiosity back again ! Breaking dawn is actually
doing its job . Messing the appetite of mine and
it got me right on spot .

If i had a choice , I'll choose to live undead .
Its never too late and its labelled black .